This Feels Surreal

I had a little panic attack today. My boobs felt less sore and even though it had been a week since the last ultra sound, for some reason, it felt like much longer, and I just couldn't sit calmly waiting for our next scan in 13 days. So I called my obgyn and they are so nice there-- they let me come in for an ultra sound today at lunch time.

Everything is good. I saw our little, heart beating and I got to hear the heart this time too. It was magnificent! I am now at exactly 10 weeks ( I was off by a day or two) and all is well. Of course now back at the office, my boobs are sore again and besides that, I'm still throwing up at least once a day...

Anyway-- it just feels so surreal. All of this. I still can't believe this life is growing in me. It looked more like a baby today than before. I wish Dave was there with me to hear the heart, but it was an impromptu visit, so it couldn't be helped. But he's happy and I'm happy-- at least for today :)

Please G-d keep our little safe and healthy and growing strong...