Confession...

So hubby and I haven't made whoopy since we found out I'm preggars. It's been like more than a month now. And the reason is - we are scared to do it!!!! Is this silly and ridiculous??? Are we the only ones who feel this way? It's like we don't want to disturb our "little", especially since things are going well for now. We keep telling each other, okay after the next ultra sound, or when we hear the heartbeat, or now it's been once we get past the next ultra sound at 9 weeks. It's always something. I tell my husband that it's really no different than having the ultra sound wand in me- right??? And that seems to be okay.... What if we never do it again????

Oh my!

I know this must sound so crazy, but I really hope we get over our fear and get it on soon. I'm afraid I'm going to forget how to do it : )

In other news-- I am officially pretty nauseous all day now. Most food disgusts me. I read about this happening but I never thought I'd experience it as I love love food and I love to cook. Thinking about food makes me nauseous (I am nauseous as I type) and I haven't been able to cook. But luckily, I'm not throwing up. I'm also really tired throughout the day and it's hard to work. I have to really fight it. But it's all wonderful and I want to continue to feel it all. So that's it for now--- just awaiting the next ultra sound in 10 days. Yikes!