More Confusion

So last night after speaking with my therapist she recommended I call the ultra sound facility that I have an appointment with for tomorrow for my pelvic scan to see if the timing is safe. Since I just ovulated would the scan interfere with implantation, etc.

Well good thing I called because while they said it would not interfere with anything, they do like to do the scan between day 7 and 9 of the cycle; it's more accurate. The other thing the nurse told me was that if I have never had pelvic disease or ovarian cysts and my HSG was normal, it's a little odd that my doctor thinks I might have scar tissue. So now I'm really confused. Is he just sending me on these trips for no reason, to drive me more crazy? Does he know what he's talking about?

I have a call in to this doctor to see what he wants me to do. Regardless, I now have to get the scan because for my own piece of mind I want to make sure everything is normal. The question is do I wait and see if I get my period this month and go between day 7 and 9, or do I go now.

I hate this. Forget relaxing -- I am so wound up and frustrated. I feel negative and hopeless-- exactly the opposite of how I usually feel this time of the month. In fact right now I just want to give up and stop all of this. I am just so tired inside.

UPDATE: Spoke to the doctor and he said for this purpose (checking my ovary) I do not have to wait and can go in tomorrow. I am so scared-- my hypochondriac brain is taking over and I fear they will find something worse. I also feel like any chance of getting pregnant this month is now gone because look at me. I am a mess. Aren't you supposed to relax and feel positive right now? I'm doing the exact opposite and I'm certain it will affect my body. But you know what, when I've been hopeful I've been let down anyway. So does it really matter anymore??? I'm just so angry at my life right now.