Relief Never Felt So Good

I woke up panicking this morning.

I decided that I just couldn't wait until Monday to get my day 3 results (especially when I was so nervous about my FSH levels. Recap- In Nov. and Dec. they were 10, not horrible. But in January at my new RE's office, they were 16- panic set in at that time-- but then I started acupuncture and got pregnant the following month).

So when I woke up today I was nervous and then when I got to work I was reading some emails from this yahoo list that I'm on through my fertility yoga class and this woman had an FSH of 20 a few months ago and now it went to 50!

I was going crazy-- what if this happens to me!

So I frantically called my obgyn and told the receptionist that I'm anxious about my day 3 blood results, could any of the doctors call me back, perhaps the results are in now?

Well just a few minutes ago, my doctor calls and asked me why I am anxious to know about day 3 results since I got pregnant? I reminded him about my FSH of 16, and he finally told me he got the results this morning and my FSH is a 9!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HOOORAHHHHHHH!!!!!!! I choked up with tears of happiness. A single digit FSH. Thank you G-d!

And all my other hormones are fine too.

HALELLUYAH. I can relax now. I am telling you, the acupuncture, no caffeine, low sugar diet, must be working miracles on me, along wth G-d's help of course...

I feel so much better, I can't even express.

I am so grateful for these happy moments. They are so few and far between these days, that anything that's even remotely something good feels AMAZING.

This is what my fertility journey has taught me; appreciate the good and just soak it all in.