Happy Birthday to Me!

On October 15th I celebrated my 36th birthday. This was by far the most special birthday because my wish finally came true. I got to hold my 6 month old baby girl in my arms while I blew out my birthday candles. Something I have been wishing for long time...

I have so much love for this baby it's indescribable. She has the best smile and when her eyes light up when I walk in the room, I melt. Everywhere I go people stop me and tell me how beautiful she is. I still can't believe that we (and G-d) created this child. The other day the cashier in Banana Republic told me that my baby had made her day. What a compliment that is! To make some one's day?!? Amazing.

I am full of gratitude. Every night when I go to sleep I stare at her in her crib with her tiny toes curled in and her red lips forming the perfect little heart. I pray that she should be protected always and have a long and happy life. I look at her and all I want if for her to be happy. When she is upset I do everything I can to make her better. At least for now she needs me and this is exactly what I have been waiting for.

Thank you to the universe and to G-d for the most amazing birthday gift ever.